11.8.08

Conversation With my Mind

Why do you do the things you do?
Love makes you do crazy things

So you admit that you love him?
I dont know. I dont know if what i feel is real, or infatuation or if its just because i cant have him

What are you going to do?
I dont know. How am i going to get over him?

What do you think you should do?
I think i should stop talking to him. That might level my emotions somewhat.

Can you?
Can i? i guess i can. i'm not saying it would be easy but its not impossible. to make it easier i can do the delete number route....

I'm exhausted . Because i think all the time. My friend asked 'how long are you going to use Foil as an excuse?'..Why am i always looking for excuses. Why do i throw myself totally and completely into things i cant have? What i dont get is...If im making excuses to protect myself, why am i setting myself up for the dissapointment i'm supposed to be running away from?

LOL..im obviously in the process of getting over someone..so forgive my posts.

xx

15 comments:

Buttercup said...

1sssssssssssssssst!

Buttercup said...

awwwww...no one ever said gettin over a person u love is easy...it might help if u keep out of touch for a while..so u can get perspective n what not...soweeeeeee!

i love the conversation with the mind thing!

Zephi Fahrenheit said...

its only a matter of time..these sort of thing get old and you'lll find a new object of attraction

bumight said...

we hold within ourselves all the answers that we need. If only we can listen to ourselves!

misspumping said...

dont worry girl it is all part of this story called life

Chari said...

wow...I know sth tho...you'll be fine in time...

Mz. Dee said...

aww gurl hang in there. we've all been there.

u'll be fine!

Lady Koko said...

I TOTALLY FEEL YOU RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!AS INNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........THATS HOW I FEEL BOUT MY MYSTERY BOY OO!!!!!!!!!!*SIGH*
THE SECRET.......WELL MY SECRET....is..........FOCUS ON OTHER GUYS.....SIMPLY ENJOY THE COMPANY OF EVERY MAN IN YOUR LIFE.........as the days go by u'll find u think less and less of him ..........until u can go a whole day without thots of him invading ur mind.....I REALIZE THIS MIGHT NOT WORK FOR EVERYONE.......SO........
THE ONLY OTHA THING IS.......TRUST IN THE PHRASE "time heals all wounds".........ITS THE SAME WAY U KNU ........ONE DAY......no matter how long it might take......U WILL SHA WAKE UP AND REALIZE......ur doing just fine without him.......
p,s: I UNDERSTAND MEHNN..I REALLY DO!!!!!!!!!XOXOXOXOOXOXXO

(vixenchick) said...

I've been there too, and it sucks. Keep pushin'.

. said...

Haba, darlz we are still on this foil p. But yeah I know how you feel. If only there was a delete button for some memories/thoughts that keep replaying in our heads!

Mink x

Lady Koko said...

I WAS THINKING BOUT U FLABISKOKO!!!!!!!.......U SEE UR IMPORTANT OO......ANYWAY.........MA CLOSE FRIEND HAPPENED TO BE TALKING ABOUT UR SAME SITUATION.......AND SHE TOLD ME A SOLUTION:

"BETTER IN TIME" BY LEONA LEWIS...........
P.S:hope its helpful...xoxo
p.p.s:if u still want to try out my frist solution..HIT UR GAL UP...I CAN RECRUIT THE "REBOUND MAN"....hi 5 gurrrrrrrrrl!!!!!!!!!hehe xoxo

Mz. Dee said...

lady koko is sha right about that song..."Best you never had" by leona lewis is also a good one.

NigerianDramaQueen said...

Getting over someone is HARD!!! But with time, you move on. Take your time jare. They say the best way to get over an old man is to get under a new man-LOL

Naija Idol said...

take it easy. u'll b fine.

Lady Koko said...

FLABBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! u knu wot send me ur msgner......i've really been missing ya ass (well not literally ur ASS but u knu wha i mean!)
p.s:xoxo