Getting that figure 8 aint an easy something!!

Ok- my title was stupidly cheesy- wareva!!

So Lolia- i can only do this for you o!!

ps- The term Internet meme (pronounced /miːm/) is a phrase used to describe a catchphrase or concept that spreads quickly from person to person via the Internet, much like an inside joke.[1] The term is a reference to the concept of memes, although this concept refers to a much broader category of cultural information.

and yeh i just copied and pasted from wikepedia- for people like me that did not know what that word meant!!

so basically i do a series of 8 things- don't know the other rules:)

8 things i look forward to
1. Breaking my extremely looong kiss-a-bacy (its been 9 months- i have forgotten how to use my lips- oh and have you seen that 'kiss' advert? so annoying but i cant tear my eyes away):(

2. Finishing exams (although it would help to start first sha)

3. Graduation (yep- soon as i shall be taking those 'front step of the hall' picture)

4. July!!! (oh the things that this month holds for me- I'm sorry i cant really go into detail *shivers in pleasure*)

5. Meeting all my bbm friends that i haven't meant- *forget meeting in any other way- a bbm (black berry messenger) friend is a friend for life:)-OK not liife sha- but a long time

6. d'banjs new show- 'koko mansion'- it starts on the first of June on HITV!! I want to be a kokoleeet!! (at the risk of being disowned):(

7. Being really rich- i cant remember who it was that said 'when i step on a plane and always turn left'- private jet has never been something i wanted

8. Publishing my first book :) (OK actually i should have said 'finishing' my first book)

8 Things I did Yesterday
1. Had a 'lunch' that lasted just over 4 hours!! *hehe* (when i was supposed to be in the library)

2. Wore red lipstick (kai that thing makes me feel so hot)

3. Listened to my 'revolver' album- John Legend is a legend!! (no pun intended)

4. Had my heart bruised

5. Slept with two of my flatmates in a not that big bed (when all our beds were empty and less than 3 feet away)

6. Ate 3 meals!! (this hardly ever happens-I'm just so lazy)

7. Told Lolia that i HATE memes

8. Got convinced half an hour later to do this one :(

8 Things I wish I could do
1. See 'someone'

2. kiss 'someone'

3. drop out of school

4. have a baby

5. Lie down in the dark for hours and listen to slow music (not as sad as it sounds- and i cant do it because I'm studying for exams)

6. Turn my emotions on and off

7. be a little less open and honest

8. Stop being so insecure and calling myself fat:(- In my head i know that i am NOT fat- but i cant help myself!! PS (hence the name flabby)

8 people i tag2.
if you are reading and you haven't been tagged consider yourself tagged!!

peax people!!



I don't know what to say.

I used to have so much to talk about. Some injustice. Some reason to be sad. Or happy. I don't think about much anymore. I lie down and stare at the ceiling. I make people laugh. I make people laugh a lot. I play tricks on my mind. Tricks that make me believe in crushes and make me think maybe i feel something. Tricks don't last forever. I am now a therapist. Someone people like to tell things. I don't have anything to tell anymore. Maybe its a good thing. maybe its a bad thing. maybe it is neither good or bad. I need love.



*want-an empty desire*
I want you Lord

Need- a near desperate feeling of want
I need you Lord

*Come- an invitation to advance*
Come into my life Lord

*Guilt- a burning feeling that reminds you of your shameful mortality*
My guilt plagues me

*insecurity- a constant reminder that you're not good enough*
My insecurity makes it hard to see you in me

*question- statement that requires correction*
i have questions and i don't know if i'm allowed to

*doubt- your intuition reminding you not to trust too blindly*
I doubt my beliefs

*faith- an illogical belief*
My mustard seed of faith is getting smaller

*want-an empty desire*
I want you Lord