19th December, 2008.
I knew it.
From the moment I got on the plane
From the moment I heard his voice
From the moment I knew he was approximately 35 miles away
From the moment I knew I was going to see him
From the moment my heart stopped
When I thought of what to wear
From pacing in front of my mirror
Nervously glancing at my watch, biting my fingernails
Waiting- exciting the butterflies that had taken resident in my tummy
‘Why are you scared?’
‘Because the last time I saw you, I was crazy about you. I don’t want that to happen again’
I knew that I was lying when I said I wasn’t sure
When I said I ‘might’
I knew I did
And then I saw him
Breath caught in my throat
My heart stopped beating
I don’t think so.