19.12.08

19th December, 2008.

I knew it.
From the moment I got on the plane
From the moment I heard his voice
From the moment I knew he was approximately 35 miles away
From the moment I knew I was going to see him
From the moment my heart stopped
When I thought of what to wear
From pacing in front of my mirror
Nervously glancing at my watch, biting my fingernails
Waiting- exciting the butterflies that had taken resident in my tummy

‘I’m scared’
‘Why are you scared?’
‘Because the last time I saw you, I was crazy about you. I don’t want that to happen again’
‘hmm’

I knew that I was lying when I said I wasn’t sure
When I said I ‘might’
I knew I did
And then I saw him
Breath caught in my throat
My heart stopped beating
Over him?
I don’t think so.

7 comments:

Miss Definitely Maybe said...

Doll
have fun
but dont go and get your heart broken all over again......
You cant start losing weight
until you stop eatiing so much
similary you cant get over him until you stop having any contact what so ever wih him, coz that will cntinue to feed your feelings

Temite said...

Oh darling, I am so sorry! Ah! love last and lasts and lasts.

Danny Bagucci said...

Hey.. here's hoping you manage the expectations rightly and don't get heart broken... Love is a beautiful thing tho.....

Abujamaiden said...

I dunno if thats good or bad but I hope theres a happy end.

Merry Christmas and have a Happy New Year Flabby!

UBRINGMEJOI said...

yeah it started off good i hope that the ending was good as well :-)

doll said...

hmm...
Happy new yr

chaozez said...

kewl.. i just tried singing it in eminem style.. itz so good!!