I hate being emotionally attached to anyone. For some people, it's like a goal...they want that cute thing that couples have...they want someone to make their heart beat fast and all that. Me? not so much.
I HATE THAT FEELING.
I've never really appreciated liking someone. Inbetween the cute moments are the moments that occur more often where I just want to scream and not feel anymore.
I hate the lack of control.
I hate someone else having any influence on my mood.
I hate thinking of them all the time.
I hate caring whether or not there's a message on my phone from them.
I like nothing about emotions. It's annoying and stressful and much more peaceful to just have friends and chill.
I really like when someone is heartbroken and I cannot relate to the pain. Obviously, I don't like people being heartbroken...it's sad and i've been there...it's not nice. However, I loved the detached feeling of looking at a heartbroken person and feeling bad for them but not truly relating to how they feel.
And I'm not saying all emotion ends in heartbreak. I'm saying I can do without all the highs and lows.
For now at least, I like stable.