14.2.09

It wasnt supposed to be like this

It wasn't supposed to be like this. I wasn't supposed to spend it alone. Wait- i'm not alone- im doing all these things with all these people. How many people did i say no to? But thats not the point. It wasn't supposed to be like this...

I was supposed to wake up squashed in a single bed- wearing his crumpled tshirt. He is sleeping beside me. I stare at him and prod him till he wakes up. 'what'? he says. 'happy valentine', i scream in that happy cheerful way that i do. 'you know i dont believe in vals', he says as he turns and tries to go back to sleep. ' well, i do' i say as i lie down beside him and sing 'twinkle twinkle little star' in his ear in an annoying high picthed voice that forces him to wake up. 'Ok, happy vals day'..'its not 'happy vals day'..its not the day were celebrating-its not like we say 'merry christmas day'..'whatever-im tired.can you please just let me go back to bed'..nope!!

We spend the day doing nothing! Watching loads of movies- cheesy ones and disgusting horror ones! Eating loadsa chocolatey things and practising for the olympic kissing championship.

But its not going to happen is it? Because i picked yesterday of all days to have a 'he's just not tthat into you moment' and because he's not here is he?

Happy valentine.
xo

7 comments:

Danny Bagucci said...

hey.... SMILE.. its not the end of the world...At least u still had the choice to have such a moment... its a lot more than some people have.....

uNWrItten* said...

umm who are you talking about..?..
u ok?

Lady Koko said...

MY LOVE!!!!!!!!!! U DULLED OOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! AAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
u shud have come down wiv ur other friends....*wink*
p.s: OKAY I'LL SHOW SUM SYMPATHY......flabby love better luck next time ehn!!!!!!! ,MWAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!XOXOOXOXOXOXXOOXOXOXO

Padosh said...

Awww poor thing!!
there is always next year....??

(im sure by now u musta guessed by my lack of sympathy that i spent it alone too so....,sucks no?? lol)

teebay said...

huh?

shame.. s*@t happens.
beta luck next year

**sweets** said...

who is this 'he' we speak of??
would really like to know....:)
and its so annoying that i can actually relate to this...last year, my ex-bf was with me. and it was a complete disaster (we fought! yes, on vals day...imagine that!)
we actually made it to the cinema and no idea what happened, we started arguing so we left immediately! how sad is that? lol. but i loved that he was with me (of course we made up when we got back)...its so sad that its only after everything ends, you appreciate having someone in your life...
this year sucked ass majorly! was with people but its diff...at least i didn't roast! :) but no worries, there's always next year! ;)
plus it really is just a day! lol.....

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