27.3.09

Dear you,
Its too early to be writing you this letter but I'm so angry-im angry that I have a stupid crush-im angry that you've changed-im angry that I'm paranoid. I wish I didn't have this stupid crush-i wish my heart stayed in that jokey place that it was when we always used to talk about getting married and argue about how many kids we would have-now it annoys me that u call me boo! I hate that u find me sexy in a i-want-to-rip-your-clothes-off kind of way. I want you to find me more than sexy dammit!! Maybe its my stupid mouth-why did I have to tell you?? I hate this-im not 12!! I don't want to feel juvenile and edgy-i don't want to pick up my phone and wish there's a message from you-u know what I'm basically saying is-i wish you had a crush on me too!!:(

10 comments:

Buttercup said...

awwwwwwwwww sweetie..

:(

Lolia said...

I know the feeling...

*cyber hug*

It'll be okay...It always is in the end...

My World said...

I don land finally.....

My World said...

Ok,here's the deal-hate it or like it,guys tend to think about 'ripping off your clothes' all the time....
I really feel you on this,Flabby...
lovely post,thx 4 the invite.
xo!

JustDB said...

aww.. the sadness of unrequited love... you'll survive my dear!

DeeDee Brighton said...

awwwwwwwwwwww... this is so sad..

doll said...

wit time…u never knw

JustDB said...

hey.. trust you're good? Not seen u around for a while...

Abujamaiden said...

Haven't holared in a while. Sha, I hope you get your wishes sha because if I saw 'awww,' I'm just copying DeeDee above me.

~Ebony et Caramel~ said...

awww......all ama say is if he dnt love you too, he obviously dsnt need you! your way 'up there' and not where his hands can reach so b happy....